This is the end of the world.
Zombies are everywhere. Parents are dead. Minors are left to take care of themselves. Help from government never comes.
This is the end of the world, but to Slone, her world has already ended.
Six
months ago is the day her sister ran away from their house, leaving
Sloane alone to deal with their abusive father. Lily is the center of
Sloane’s world. She is her sister, her best friend, her protector, her
everything. Without Lily, she is nothing. Sloane is dead inside the
moment Lily leaves her.
But now, Sloane is stuck in her school
with five other kids. This is crazy. In the perfect world, she’s
supposed to have died in the moment. But in the perfect world, Lily
would have never left her either. She’s biding her time, waiting for the
perfect moment to leave the kids and kill herself…
The first few
hours after reading this, I couldn’t even form a simple sentence. My
mind is a whirring jumble of thoughts, and I felt so emotional, shocked,
and hopeful in the same time. The characters in this book are very
real. They’re three-dimensional characters for me. When I close my eyes,
I can see them playing scenes after scenes in this book in my mind.
It’s
almost ironic that Sloane is one of the survivals when everyone else is
dead. Sloane might be the last person in the city who wants to survive.
She is broken, almost beyond repair. Sloane is apathetic to everything
because she doesn’t see the reason to fight. The world she knows has
always been cruel to her. Sloane is a very complex character. My heart
felt wrenched every time I read the way she describes Trace and Grace,
the twins in their group. I can see how much she longs to have
relationship like Trace and Grace, how lonely and shattered she is.
It’s
sad how selfish people can be when it comes to survival. Everyone is
egoistic. Everyone wants to live whatever it takes. Characters in this
book do horrible thing to survive, yet I can’t easily judge them. When
it’s the end of the world, the line between bad and good is blurry. This
book explores the darker side of human, and I love it for that.
Reading
This is Not a Test is like reading nightmare. I was emotionally
attached to almost every character in the book. It’s gripping. Awesome.
Dreadful. Nightmarish. Devastating. This is Not a Test is a must-read
because you have to determine yourself which adjective you would use to
describe this book.
I turn myself over, slowly, painfully,
and stare into milky white irises, all the capillaries around them
busted and red. I lose focus. I see one of her, two of her, three of
her. Calm settles over me. She licks her lips. I close my eyes.
This is it. Finally.
I rate this book:
Four cups of tea. Amazing! Love the book, it’s simply
awesome. I love the tea flavor! A strong
recommendation.